Friday, September 21, 2007


Quentin Crisp at the Cooper Square Diner contemplating the best way to drink his orange juice. Mr. Crisp's drinks would often arrive at the table filled to the brim, which made it impossible for him to lift and bring the glass to his lips. With slight alarm, he would then say, "I will have to drink it like a leper!" Thus, Mr. Crisp would proceed to position the glass near the table's edge, place his hands on his thighs, bend forward and then sip the drink calmly without touching the glass.


Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Think Pink

O Captain! my Captain! our fearful trip is done,
The ship has weather'd every rack, the prize we sought is won,
The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,
While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring;
But O heart! heart! heart!
O the bleeding drops of red,
Where on the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.
O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells;

Rise up--for you the flag is flung--for you the bugle trills,
For you bouquets and ribbon'd wreaths--for you the shores a-crowding,
For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning;
Here Captain! dear father!
This arm beneath your head!
It is some dream that on the deck,
You've fallen cold and dead.
My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still,

My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will,
The ship is anchor'd safe and sound, its voyage closed and done,
From fearful trip the victor ship comes in with object won;
Exult O shores, and ring O bells!
But I with mournful tread,
Walk the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

Whitman, Walt. 1900. Leaves of Grass

Friday, September 07, 2007

Absurdity, Awareness of One’s Own

What absurdities did you commit today? If you know the answer, you are probably wrong. Absurdities are like assumptions: they are the things we do not know we are making. But we can be as certain as death and taxes that we are committing absurdities and making assumptions.
You don’t believe it? Imagine a Martian anthropologist: a little green man comes down to Earth and (unseen) observes you throughout the day. When you go to bed, he goes back to Mars.
‘How was it?’ they say.
‘Well,’ he says, ‘you’re not going to believe this, but – don’t laugh – the person I was watching really, actually, and with a perfectly serious demeanour . . .’And then he tells them what you did. And it was indeed absurd. And we have no way of telling what it is.
To lose the sense of our own fundamental absurdity is a serious error. It might be argued – it might have been argued nearly 2,500 years ago, in the second (and lost) book of Aristotle’s Poetics – that comedy exists to remind us of our absurdity, in much the same way that the slave would whisper in the victor’s ear, as he rode in triumph through Rome, ‘Remember you are only mortal’. Which we might say is a concealed description, not of what they want to sell, but of what we’re really buying . . . Why are they always little? Why are they always green? And why (when it’s the one thing that, whatever else they are, they aren’t) are they always men? An assumption, and an absurd one. It might, too, be argued that when we still had no option but to believe in GOD (or at least THE GODS), we also had no option but to believe in our own relative insignificance; in the face of which, our tremendous, earnest, grim-faced preoccupations with our worldly lives became clearly absurd. Now we have options. The best of those options is to believe that we are here by happenstance, by a glorious and glamorous accident. No need to feel little; no need either, it seems, to feel astonishingly lucky that all the odds lined up in our favour and here we are. Instead, we seem to be feeling more and more earnest and self-absorbed. Everyone wants their rights to be respected. Everyone wants to be a celebrity. People find things ‘offensive’: a depressingly infantile response, being not a judgement but a whine. Now comedy is itself penned increasingly into a cramped corral where it cowers behind neutral language, terrified of giving offence to the men who control the money, who are in turn terrified of giving offence to those who pay the money. The cry is for ‘responsible’ comedy, as foolish a concept as ‘safe’ sex. Even cartoons are not immune: The Simpsons has been attacked by the Fat Police who have counted – counted – Homer’s doughnut intake, and want it cut down and replaced by – mmmm! – raw carrot snacks and healthy Lo-Cal yogurt.
And so, assailed by such absurdities, we have lost sight of our own. But the fate which awaits us is grim. Those who coldly condemn everyone else’s absurdities while clinging to the notion of their own seriousness are destined to become politicians. (While those who do the opposite are fated to be satirists. Which, one might wonder, is the more absurd?) ‘Virus-unfriendly’ sex might be tolerable, but safe sex? As absurd as the tabloids’ ‘Sex Romps’. Has anyone ever had a ‘sex romp’ – presumably where everyone bounces on the bed a lot, and makes little witticisms, and remains good chums afterwards with no recriminations?
From Lost Worlds (Paperback)
By Michael Bywater

What Does It MeanTo Be Human?
by Quentin Crisp

When Professor Connolly : I am not earning money while I am doing nothing. Which is sad. But if I were rich, I would never do anasked me what it meant to be human, I was very sorry that I was not a scholar and had no philosophical point of view to express. More than not being a scholar, I am not really a human being. I do not mind spending long hours alone, and I never find something to do. This is part of my nature.My sister reminded me before she died that she and my mother sat on each side of the fireplace and occupied themselves with darning socks, and knitting, and writing letters on their laps. I lay as a child on the rug between them, and once an hour one of them said, "Why don’t you get something to do?" And I said, "Why should I?" That is a question I cannot answer. Why should I have something to do?Of course, there is the theory that time is money. It is an American theoryything. I was asked by a paper, "If you suddenly had a million dollars, what would you do?" And I said, "Go to bed, and never get up again!" This was a great disappointment to the people who asked me the question. But idleness is my only occupation, and people are my only hobby.If I regard what I think is human, and perhaps I was asked precisely because I am not a human being and, therefore, have a detached view of the subject, I would say it was a preoccupation with the idea of death. The reason why people do not live alone and do not spend hours doing nothing is because they can hear time ticking by. Then they develop hobbies, which drive them mad. You may ask them, "Why do you do this?" They ultimately say, "Well, it helps kill time." I don’t want my time dead. Time is meant to be lived! Those who are not hopeless are worried that one day their lives will end. And, if you live long enough, of course, you long for it to end. That’s been my desire in recent times. I only hope to become extinct. But before all that, you must try everything. Have children. Behave in such a way that monuments are built to you. Rule the world! Have streets and theaters named after you. Write your autobiography. These are ways to stay alive, and this seems to be a preoccupation with being human.When I was younger and was not ill, I didn’t mind how long I lived. Now that every step of my life is painful, I long for death. If being human has any other special aspect it is that in every human being there are two people. One who sits in judgment on the other. The worldly, the doing person, acts irresponsibly, or nobly, or wisely, or foolishly, according to the mood or the situation. But inside him, further away, is an abstract spiritual being who never changes and who sits in judgment on him.This situation becomes evident when we hear people say, "I was ashamed of myself." Who is ashamed of whom? It is this duality between the active living organism and the contemplative inner-self that sits in judgment that constitutes the whole human being. This is, I think, what constitutes a human being.
PERSEPOLIS
must read!
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007


Kleine Prinzessin
Down The Rabbit-Hole


ALICE was beginning to get very tired of sitting by her sister on the bank, and of having nothing to do: once or twice she had peeped into the book her sister was reading, but it had no pictures or conversations in it, "and what is the use of a book," thought Alice, "without pictures or conversations?"

So she was considering in her own mind (as well as she could, for the hot day made her feel very sleepy and stupid) whether the pleasure of making a daisy-chain would be worth the trouble of getting up and picking the daisies, when suddenly a White Rabbit with pink eyes ran close to her.

There was nothing so very remarkable in that; nor did Alice think it so very much out of the way to hear the Rabbit say to itself, "Oh dear! Oh dear! I shall be too late!" (when she thought it over afterwards, it occurred to her that she ought to have wondered at this, but at the time it all seemed quite natural); but when the Rabbit actually took a watch out of its waist-coat pocket, and looked at it, and then hurried on, Alice started to her feet, for it flashed across her mind that she had never before seen a rabbit with either a waist-coat pocket or a watch to take out of it, and burning with curiosity, she ran across the field after it, and fortunately was just in time to see it pop down a large rabbit-hole under the hedge.

In another moment down went Alice after it, never once considering how in the world she was to get out again.
ALICE'S ADVENTURES IN WONDERLAND
BY LEWIS CARROLL
Just do it

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

George Orwell has earned the right to be called one of the finer writers in the English language through such novels as 1984 and Animal Farm, such essays as “Shooting an Elephant,” and his memoir Down and Out in Paris.

George expressed a strong dislike of totalitarian governments in his work, but he was also passionate defender of good writing. Thus, you may want to hear some of George’s writing tips.*

A scrupulous writer, in every sentence that he writes, will ask himself at least four questions, thus:

  • What am I trying to say?
  • What words will express it?
  • What image or idiom will make it clearer?
  • Is this image fresh enough to have an effect

And he will probably ask himself two more:

  • Could I put it more shortly?
  • Have I said anything that is avoidably ugly?

One can often be in doubt about the effect of a word or a phrase, and one needs rules that one can rely on when instinct fails. I think the following rules will cover most cases:

  • Never use a metaphor, simile, or other figure of speech which you are used to seeing in print.
  • Never use a long word where a short one will do.
  • If it is possible to cut a word out, always cut it out.
  • Never use the passive where you can use the active.
  • Never use a foreign phrase, a scientific word, or a jargon word if you can think of an everyday English equivalent.
  • Break any of these rules sooner than say anything outright barbarous.


* From “Politics and the English Language” by George Orwell.

(...)
Lady Bracknell. [Sitting down.] You can take a seat, Mr. Worthing.

[Looks in her pocket for note-book and pencil.]

Jack. Thank you, Lady Bracknell, I prefer standing.

Lady Bracknell. [Pencil and note-book in hand.] I feel bound to tell you that you are not down on my list of eligible young men, although I have the same list as the dear Duchess of Bolton has. We work together, in fact. However, I am quite ready to enter your name, should your answers be what a really affectionate mother requires. Do you smoke?

Jack. Well, yes, I must admit I smoke.

Lady Bracknell. I am glad to hear it. A man should always have an occupation of some kind. There are far too many idle men in London as it is. How old are you?

Jack. Twenty-nine.

Lady Bracknell. A very good age to be married at. I have always been of opinion that a man who desires to get married should know either everything or nothing. Which do you know?

Jack. [After some hesitation.] I know nothing, Lady Bracknell.

Lady Bracknell. I am pleased to hear it. I do not approve of anything that tampers with natural ignorance. Ignorance is like a delicate exotic fruit; touch it and the bloom is gone. The whole theory of modern education is radically unsound. Fortunately in England, at any rate, education produces no effect whatsoever. If it did, it would prove a serious danger to the upper classes, and probably lead to acts of violence in Grosvenor Square. What is your income?

Jack. Between seven and eight thousand a year.

Lady Bracknell. [Makes a note in her book.] In land, or in investments?

Jack. In investments, chiefly.
(...)
"The importance of being Earnest" by Oscar Wilde

Thursday, March 30, 2006
















"I shall say this only once"
Waiting for sidra at Café René

New friend!

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

FADE IN:

INT. KOROVA MILKBAR NIGHT


Tables, chairs made of nude fibreglass figures.Hypnotic atmosphere.Alex, Pete, Georgie and Dim, teenagers stoned on their milk-plus, their feet resting on faces, crotches, lips of the sculptured furniture.


ALEX (V.O.)There was me, that is Alex, and my three droogs, that is Pete, Georgie and Dim and we sat in the Korova milkbar trying to make up our rassoodocks what to do with the evening. The Korova Milk Bar sold milkplus, milk plus vellocet or synthemesc or drencrom which is what we were drinking. This would sharpen you up and make you ready for a bit of the old ultra-violence. Our pockets were full of money so there was no need on that score, but, as they say, money isn't everything.